Thursday, August 09, 2007
Lord you are always here with me,
There is no changing God in Thee.
You are the same yesterday and today
and forevermore.
so break my heart for what breaks Yours. its high time i lose this identity and just immerse myself in His plans. i'm just really happy tonight that He's willing to overlook it all, to change this covetous/jealous mind, to remove this anger-filled heart, and rid me of myself. what i've realised is that the greatest test of patience is learning patience itself, to be expectant and just prepared for His call, for only He knows when we are truly ready for His power to manifest in our very lives.
it is true that my mind is still on 4, but being in full confidence that God will remove these inhibitions in due time, i really can't be affected by what He throws at me tonight. haha, i'm just reminded about the last few days, that in my claim that i was about to give up, the devil just throws so many things at me: a forgotten blazer, forgotten keys, burst-fires of anger, a lost phone, memory jolts of you you you and you. all in his desperate throes to remove "about". isn't the power of my God so great that there's nothing to fear. (:
i know you'll read this, and i know that just a week back you've wanted to be back with Him. i really don't know what to say to you, so hang on in Him alright. i wish i could be there but i don't think you'd need it, so i'm praying for you. (:
convicted by Your spirit, led by Your word
9:54 AM
