Thursday, August 17, 2006
i can feel a certain fire going out.
its in me, and i fear its my life force.
all the work, all the stress,
and the knowledge that the fun is officially over.
i now fully taste the flavour of ib.
but at this point of low,
i find this little thought ringing at the back of my head.
your fire is a mere flame
it burns out ever so easily
but why do you still shine so bright?
because there's another gigantic one taking its place in you.
haha. i laughed when i wrote this. i'm starting to think simplicity is a good idea after all.
no one that i've ever met,
was quite as much as you.
no one that i've ever met,
could make my heart so true.
and in hope that you'll finally hear,
of the song i'll write for you.
if i could never stop saying
of what i always feel,
i'd write a song,
yeah, i'd write a song for you.
this song goes out to you....
i wrote this mini poem/beginning of a song for tess one year ago. as i searched through my drawer, i went through my memories, and it brought me back to what i intended to play and serenade to her over the phone, or when we could meet again.
memories.
things have changed since then, but what struck me was the simplicity of the love. that you'd do everything, anything for a girl you'd love. even in your free time, you'd write a song for her. she's always on your mind. you'd never stop thinking of her.
haha. maybe God should be a girl. but as much as we can love a mortal, a human with that devotion and one-tracked focus, surely we could do the same for God?
surely. i could do the same for God.
convicted by Your spirit, led by Your word
9:43 AM
